tmfs:: To My Future Husband:

tomyfuturespouse:

I lay here crying because I already regret the night where I will have to sit there and tell you about the boys I’ve been with. I’ve been working on becoming a woman of God, and He teaches me something new everyday. I pray that you will be like my father. Always understanding, on fire for Christ…

Initially this blog was supposed to be a creative outlet. It has since turned into things that visually stimulate me on other people’s blogs. For a moment that bothered me because my creativity is not determined nor explained through that of other people. While it does intrigue one or more of my senses to see gymnastics artistically photographed, or a beautiful child expressing their bliss, or even my president’s honor commemorated among other things, it does very little to express me.

I wanted this to be a place to just let go. A place that exemplified a part of me that few people get to see. At one point it was exactly that. Then I became enthralled with photographs of various things. Things must change.

It does not interest me to appeal to the masses nor am I concerned with who reads or views what I post. I just need an outlet.

So here’s to my creative expression!!!